mental illness
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Roses Roses lined with golden powder So beautiful So pure So deceiving The spell is upon me Can I make it to my ever-retreating door of freedom or will these colors once again keep me? On my pony I fly by my life and laugh The colors are so sharp I am really seeing it all I love my invisible pony I can do… Read more
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It seems like every day it’s getting clearer to me I do it in so many ways I never failed to continue to alienate myself this way always trying to think of something to say words that never come out so I just sit back and let you take it away once again always alienating myself this way … Read more
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I’m running my heart to pieces trying to break free of you but I’m disappearing deep down inside with every tear I forced deep down inside breakdown I’m having on the floor with my head in my hands I’m screaming through my veins the hate I can feel it brewing pain anger and sadness fusing together filling me up from… Read more
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The crimson tide slowly washes over me, The cascading ebony of the color red clipping my beautiful wings, The chain of society perpetually tightening around my body every time I try to lift off, This chilling cement rain puddling and forming upon my feet, I can feel it, Every hardening drop keeping me who I am yesterday, … Read more
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What is the hardest decision you have ever been asked to make? Take thirty seconds to think. Did you find it? I did. I don’t even have to be given time. It is always there, overshadowing everything in both my sub and conscious mind. A memory almost as horrible as it is hopeless. A… Read more
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I wish I could say I knew everything. But the truth is I know nothing. I don’t know why the sun rises. I don’t know why the sea is green. I don’t know why the earth turns, or why water freezes. I don’t know anything, but I do know black. A black that stretches as… Read more
Losing Alaska 