Losing Alaska

An Ode To Life

Crimson

The crimson tide slowly washes over me, 

The cascading ebony of the color red clipping my beautiful wings, 

The chain of society perpetually tightening around my body every time I try to lift off, 

This chilling cement rain puddling and forming upon my feet, 

I can feel it, 

Every hardening drop keeping me who I am yesterday, 

And I strain, 

I strain to break the mold of me mechanically made thoughtlessly by the generations that have come to be, 

And I suffer, 

I suffer through the pain and spread my insecure hesitant wings, 

I need to fly, 

I need to fly and be beautiful, 

Soar out of the ebony and crimson consuming my freedom of being, 

I need to break, 

Break the damned cement casts upon my feet or the crimson will soon have all of the way devoured and claimed me, 

The next mindless victim of a cracked reality that has come, 

Raped, 

Pillaged, 

And impregnated me 

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