I just wanna get fucked up beyond belief,
Be carried away from all my pain and grief,
I do any drug offered to me,
I wanna snort one-thousand lines,
But if all I could do was freebase or shoot it I’d do that to,
All I really want to do is get high,
I need that candy in my blood,
I have a never-ending sweet tooth and I’ve found the best sugar to pick me up,
Oh shit my Sugars all gone,
It’s been gone for way too long,
I’m just trying to carry on,
Everything getting grayer by the day
My life is distant its growing fuzzy with every thought,
Getting harder to see,
Only one thought driving something within me,
It’s right under my skin,
I’m always striving for my sugar again,
I can’t remember me at all,
All I know is this never-ending feeling for something I’ve been missing is taking over,
Days,
Weeks,
Months go by and this feeling sticks with me all the time,
My life is a daze,
I’m trapped in a maze,
And instead of looking for a way out I’m searching for my white stallion,
The horse to pick me up and take me away,
High up on its back where I’m invisible,
Free from the reality of reality to roam and play.